This song was inspired by $kullma$k’s ex-girlfriend after knowing her for longer than a year. He dated her twice, one time freshman year and the other time during his sophomore year. A few days after $kullMa$k’s broke up with him started to spiral through a chain of events before eventually writing a whole rap about his experience. To him, this wasn’t an ordinary relationship as $kullMa$k’s describes her as his “first love” as she was the first to actually feel affectionate and love towards him and since they were both still in high school and still growing up caused some setbacks for the two of them which ultimately led her to break up him due to her losing romantical feelings towards him, but still had a love for him platonically. This being a bad heartbreak towards him as he truly loved and cared for this girl, it took a toll on him, even if it meant going to abusrd lengths like death. Like Romeo and Juliet.