The song heavily references suicide as deem says: “bumpin this record on the night that I Cobain”, “Gold chain all I left, no note
Check my pocket, I got like $11
Whoever get to me first could get it”, “I miss seeing reasons to lie right to my mom about where I’m going then end up with someone’s gun to my dome before I get there”. In the Pigeons & Planes interview, Deem gives further info: “I was having a terrible day when we made it. I wanted to cancel the session but Pip and Zach told me they’d already made something for me. When I got to the studio, my energy sucked but we vibed and I wrote and recorded the first verse, then left. Later on, Pip let Gabe play with it and it became something totally different. When I was finishing the tape, I added the second verse, which comes from a song I wrote while taking care of my grandfather called ‘Juliet.’”