Scarlxrd released this track on February 11th, only because he was “insanely bored”. This is a single for his March 2018 project “DXXM”.

The song was deleted the next morning.
He speaks about how he battles with suicidal thoughts but never shares his feels with individuals because he’s a man and when you’re a man you cannot openly share your feelings because nobody really cares. So he says he’s fine.