Ace is referring to the pain he feels from the loss of his 3 brothers. They were taken from him in a shootout. Ace was shot 8 times in the midst of trying to save them. You can hear the pain in his voice as he raps about the situation, “how I get caught slipping? Why I wasn’t on my pivot?” After the death of his brothers, he was sent to jail. He later got out, but due to probation, he wasn’t able to attend their funerals.