“It’s about what the aftermath would be if I were to kill myself. It’s the weird, anxious sickness that comes from feeling like I feel sometimes, and also knowing what the consequences would be. I’ve got three kids, and I’m able to envision how it would affect them and how it could send their lives spiraling out of control. My wife is very much my grounding. She grounds me and has done a very good job at keeping me here and being supportive through everything. She’s my hope.” – says Joel Birch in an interview with Apple Music