This song was created over a period of time in my bedroom as I struggled with OCD and anxiety. The writing of the lyrics on paper was a way for me to cope and heal. The song takes you through my days of numbness and pain. It starts with a melancholic melody with repetitive beats in the background and infectious chorus, ending with an explosion of emotion. For me, music is a place for self-expression without the fear of judgment and so I wrote these lyrics with honest truth.