On “emails i can’t send,” Sabrina shares her past, from the perspective of a daughter who discovered that her father had an affair. The lyrics show in a beautiful yet tragic way, the pain, disappointment, and lack of trust that came out of this situation, over soft piano sounds.

Sabrina first teased the song on her Instagram and revealed that it would serve as the introductory track. She, later on, told Spotify Storyline about the inspiration behind the track, as she stated:

The song that inspired the record. Someone I looked up to let me down and it changed the way I love and receive love."