From An interview with CLAY

A tumultuous (non-romantic) relationship inspired the song. I have been doing a lot of self-work and boundary setting over the past few years and this song simply poured out of me during a time of stress and grief. I definitely think that the more I make music, the deeper I explore into my own feelings, emotions, thoughts and musings. The safer I feel in myself, the safer I feel to really dig into myself. I hope the music just becomes more and more honest.