‘'how u feel’‘ is the opening track to Destroy Lonely’s album, ’‘If Looks Could Kill’‘.
The song opens with a spoken word intro that references the idea that nightmares are perverted dreams. The chorus of the song then follows, with the singer expressing a desire for more money and asking to turn off the lights and get high. The chorus also features a repeated line about the singer’s love interest shining brighter than the stars.

The first verse of the song is about the singer’s appearance and their desire to live a carefree lifestyle. The verse also contains references to drug use and legal troubles. The second verse of the song continues the themes of partying and drug use, with the singer referencing their wealth and success.

Overall, the song appears to be about living a luxurious and carefree lifestyle, but with references to the darker side of excess and addiction. The repeated references to money and drug use suggest a hedonistic theme, while the chorus suggests a sense of longing for a deeper connection with a love interest.