TonyTheKidd wrote the song at a difficult time in his life. At the time the song was written he had mental health problems but was also sick physically. When he was feeling better TonyTheKidd didn’t really like the song anymore and considered never releasing the song but finally decided to release the song on November 17th. He later said in an interview that he had lost an important person in his life a few years earlier on November 17th, so the release date fitted perfectly.